OK, no response. I'm just gonna journal and hope someone jumps on board.
H asked to come to dinner last night. He showed up and we had a fairly pleasant evening although he was fairly distant with me. I tried to remain upbeat and avoided all R discussions. He stayed a few hours then retreated to his apartment.
Today he sent me a slew of texts about what an awful wife I am and how I am trying to ruin him financially. Said I didn't pay a bill which I really didn't know anything about since it goes to his apt. Later he apologized for being mean.
It's really hard to deal with this Jekyl and Hyde. My H has always been very respectful of me even when he was mad and now can be downright mean for no reason. Some days I just feel like throwing in the towel but I love him and I have 5 beautiful babies to worry about.
