I was torn in minutes ago whe W texted that she's late again. It's been like that forever. She knows I will not neglect our four legged kids.
Considering what happened last night my first reaction was not to respond. I wanted her to wonder if I really got mad and may stay out myself. But then I thought that maybe that is exactly what she wants me to feel or do.
180 can be confusing. I decided to text back and be nice like nothing happened. It would have been too predictable for her to think that I was angry.
I will leave the no response for next time when she least expects that.
Besides I rather be home now with my "kids" feeling the unconditional love and go for a late dinner hoping that she would come home while I'm out.
Right now I cannot stomach to see her unless she comes home sober and shows some remorce. She is not an apologetic person. Only her actions speak for her mind.
I have no idea what she's doing right now. She could be at her mom's looking for wisdom. She could be getting drunk at her watering hole with her loser friends. She could be meeting a lawyer. She could be finding an assasin to kill me (just kidding).
