W had sent the "maybe I need a break" yesterday evening. I decided to let it sit and see what would happen.

Around 10:30 today I got the following from W.

W: Did you get the message I sent you yesterday?
Me: Hi! Yes, I don't want to bug you just let me know
W: I don't want to bug you either. I'm at an appt with Aunt, can't talk. Hope your day goes well.

I tried giving her a ring over lunch just in case, got butterflies just like we were dating in college again. Which I guess we are.

I'll chalk this up for what it was and move on, see if she calls me tonight. I forget that W likes to enjoy music, she doesn't care to know about the musicians. It's almost like it ruins it for her to know that they're real people and I'm friends with them. But we've been through this before and I should have known better. She was probably a bit nervous after telling me about church as well, we haven't talked about anything like that in a long time.


Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK