Lotus and Deep, thanks for the feedback. I threw the date out to her yesterday on the phone. She's been calling me/texting me every day since I initiated contact with her (although only about our son) and stated my intentions. I have to remember to believe nothing I hear and only 50% of what I see...right? I asked only that she agree to give me a date when she would decide to/not to go. She said, "tomorrow". I said, "Whoa, that seems awfully quick, how about 8.14 you let me know", she said, "Thank you,I appreciate that". I was getting from her prior she was feeling pressured.
I added that even if we are to continue with our D (I must STOP putting negative seeds out there), we need to work through and resolve our issues so we don't carry baggage and to be the best parents we can be. This weekend will give me a chance to work on ME. I'd go without you becuase I'm excited to do more work on ME, but they won't let me go without you.
Now, to pray she read and research and find all the great stories of hope and that it fills her heart with a desire to do such and not freak out and run to the fear of getting hurt again!
She called last night at 9pm to coordinate another date to get her remaining items out of the home. It turned into a roller coaster ride 4 hour conversation.
Today I paid her auto insurance without questions which is due to expire Friday. She's thankful I'm sure.
ONE week ago, we were silent, now have talked/texted everyday, today was the first I initiated since last week and kept the conversation short. She called me back to share more about my S riding his bike.
People who want D's don't share this kind of stuff.....DO THEY?
