Oh, absolutely after drinking. Everything irrational has always been alcohol induced.
Like the book says, don't believe anything you hear and only 50% of what you see.
However this unstable mental state prohibits any kind of healing to take place. I would love to not be home when she arrives. It's difficult becuse of our dogs. One of them needs medication on regular basis.
Last weekend I was able to dissappear and reappear. It confused her greatly. I was watching the results of 180 right in front of me. She was asking all kinds of questions and I only gave short vague answers. I saw baby step progress but now after the explosion I don't know where to pick up from.