How much longer in Separated?

[jon2911]

Talked with W Friday night and sent her a picture from the pet store, she texted me that she was going to bed before my company party was done. Talked quite a bit Saturday and Saturday night.

W called at 8:45 Sunday night to tell me about the church she's been going to. She liked the music and the sermon, and said "that was encouraging." She couldn't talk long, but asked if she could call at 10:15. After getting off I realized how disappointed I sounded. I was tired and heading to bed, but decided to stay up to talk to her. She texted a bit later "can't talk tonight, night night."

Got an IM from her at work Monday wondering about how Amazon MP3 works with iTunes. My phone had died so I called her from work after closing. It was a fun chat, she chided me "you weren't very good at Tech Support today" because I didn't answer her IM for a couple hours. She told me about the album she bought on Amazon, and it's actually a band that goes to my church. I started talking about how cool they are, and she cut me off, said "you're talking too much. Actually, the last several times we've talked you talked to much". I apologized, thanked her for letting me know. She said she had to go watch The Bachelorette with her Aunt and ended the conversation.

I went out to eat with a friend, was going to skip because I was tired and stressed, and had a breakfast meeting this morning. W's comments made me realize I was a bit clingy this morning. Probably knowing we had plans and that they fell through got to me. I definitely felt lonely, and it showed. Need to get back in GAL mode.

Things were improving so much during our last visit, and while her Aunt and SIL were on vacation. Now she has them back in town so here is the pullback. Noticed an IM when I got into work, "I'm sorry. Maybe I need a break from our chats".

Ouch. Guess I read that right. I did miss a call from her last night after I went to bed.

Talked with a friend over breakfast this morning about what to do when I'm feeling lonely. I told him it's mainly the weekend that I don't get to see W. I need to come up with some goals on that.