Thanks Kat, yes maybe!! So still no pg.. we start IUI tommorow, I have to take the pill (eek, never taken it before!) and then we start injections a month from now. I'm dreading the whole thing and H wishes he could do it for me, but I just have to be brave and get on with it. After 9 months of actively trying, any conception would do at my age!
I mentioned a few things about the past recently (like how awful it was our beloved cat died the week before he left) and H just frowns and sighs. He has NO desire to discuss it right now, but I find I still have things I want to say when they crop up, but mostly I keep it to myself.
We saw my BFF this weekend and her kids (who ADORE H)..they didnt see him the whole time we were apart and there was this big seismic split in the history of our R and in their young lives of knowing him.. but now it was like the whole thing never even happened, no trace of it at all. It never ceases to be so freaky and surreal! But wonderful all the same.
