I agree with Dday. Mish you are acting as if he is doing you a favor while the truth is exactly the opposite. He needed your help and you allowed him into your home, hoping for exactly what happened but now that you muct take it further you are afraid to proceed.
I dont get it. I can understand the fear early in the bomb days but NOW? NOW? How does it feel to live in the self imposed fog again sweets? Because this time, you are choosing to live in "limbo".