Need Help ASAP (New)

[MarkIII]

WOW the kids leaving I know I try and hold back my feelings when I drop my 4 y/o and 2 y/o off, it hurts... Im so used to taking naps daily with them as well. Another thing stbxw will not help them call or even answer when I call to talk to them. The judge just ordered her to call Tues and Thurs now so we will see if she follows through. I want my kids here with me, they have no beds nor a room for them at there grandpas (her dads) where she is bunking. I'm starting to get mad at my L cause he seems very passive but supposed to be top notch same with her L. I think both of them just want to make some bank off the two of us and she is being to dumb to notice. As much as she is listening to her L I think they are having an PA.. I'm trying to figure out how I can have them and she get the weekends at least for a while to let her feel the pain and hurt she is causing me. And she wont even tell anyone why except that she does not want me trying to bother her to reconcile.. Keep your head an chin up I know the pain and loss your feeling.