Its a werid feeling acting normal. I feel like Im trying to get us use to how its "going to be" if it doesnt work. I dont wont her to get use to it. I guess when it comes to this crap Im a glass half empty kind of guy.
I'm very new, it's only been 2 weeks now for me but I still feel that way too. I have a hard time after an encounter with W feeling like I am playing into her "you never wanted to talk to me, you never showed any interest in my job" etc. But I *think* I am seeing the very beginnings of a thaw on her part. She is letting little things slip, like yesterday I told D8 that I was going to surprise them with something fun to do next weekend, W turned to me and said "what are we going to do?" looked at me , then turned and left the room. She seemingly said "love you" last night by accident.
