Well she stayed about 30 mins. I acted cool and calm. Tried to be happy. I accomplished what I wanted but it didnt make me feel better. I hate seeing them pull out of my drive way. My little girl and boy both said they will miss me, I wanted to cry but I stayed strong, until they all left.
Its a werid feeling acting normal. I feel like Im trying to get us use to how its "going to be" if it doesnt work. I dont wont her to get use to it. I guess when it comes to this crap Im a glass half empty kind of guy.
