You have to rebuild you stronger and independent of her. You have to find what makes you happy again.
Do you remember yourself before your first marriage. What dreams did you have for yourself......jump out of airplanes, make a million dollars, lay on the beach and do nothing all day (oops thats one of mine) What are CD's dreams?
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.