Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

I'm not better yet, and I never really wished to be alone. I was always willing to try ANYTHING to fix our marriage.

I grew up w/ a part time dad and it is the LAST thing I ever wanted for my kids. My H swore he'd never be "that guy" that's why I trusted him enough to have a family with him.

Now I'm here, and he's just happy with his decisions. And if he isn't, he's making sure he pretends he is just to prove to me he's right. I'm sick of him seeing me as the enemy. It's poison in my life. I was always the happy smiling person, he has brought me down, b/c I let him. I devoted too much of my life to this M.