H4L -
Hey old friend, been a while...been too busy in my insane life. Trust your gut. It is so, so hard with lots of contact and remembering the good times, but your H has shown over and over again his true colors. I know it sucks. I know its hard. But there is no way he has changed this drastically this quickly.

I feel for you, I really do. I wish it could be true, but he has had too far to go to change this much. And there has been no real crisis or any hitting rock bottom that I can remember.

You can do this. You've been at it a long time, like all of us you have good days/weeks and bad. Have confidence in yourself and vent and rant all you need too.
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GW


M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11