I tried telling him how I feel on Sunday. He said "I don't care how you feel, there is NO US, there will never be an us, I Don't want you, I don't want to deal with you, and I don't care what you want, need or feel"

I've hit a brick wall. And I honestly think its too late and too much damage on both parts. I can have a nasty mouth when we argue bc I'm fed up! The other day he said I'm like a b*tch w/o a collar. He said I'm the type of woman guys want to kill.

He's too cold hearted. He only cares for himself at this point.

Our neighbor's 3 yr old said "My mommy likes flowers" I said "So do I! I buy them for myself b/c I like them so much" and my 7 yr old said "uh uh mammy, on your anniversary daddy will buy you some" and she made a heart with her fingers, he stared at her with such a glare.

But he thinks its all a trick to make him come back. I even suggested he move to our town, instead of him living 2 hrs away, just to be closer to the kids. He refused. There's no getting through to him.


M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug