Who knows what a seperation can do? Not going to lie when I'm here alone a night it sucks, even after coming back after a great night of fun, so some nights I tend to read, go to the 24hr Gym and just think positive things can happen.
Somedays are better than others for me and latley it's just been a few rough days.. Maybe cause S is gone, Anniversary is coming up, I just plain miss W & feel that we haven't tried everything.
How can we if she still has feelings for OM; even if she is in-contact still or not. ( some days I say yes others I say No). who the fu** knows? Just hoping more time and the fog will pass before we get to the D stuff..
