I'm Throwing in the Towel Completely

[2gthrButApart]

I deserve BETTER and someone who respects me. I'm sick of all this BS. Here is a link to my "sitch" which really isn't a sitch at all
My so called sitch

He has changed every password on every acct. We have a joint cell phone acct and he has changed that info as well, including adding "extra" password security questions.

The only password he hasn't changed yet is his email, and I saw he started a new Skype acct username: itakeuout

Before he changed his FB password I saw he sent an email to a mutual female friend titled "sorry not to you"

she replied "Oh you had me worried there for a second"

he replied "I wrote the message and just sent it, then realized I sent it to you by accident but it was too late"

she didn't reply

Then he wrote "It was to a girl I met while I was working"

There was no original message, that he sent to her or "his new friend" So I don't know if it was a trick to see if I check his acct or not.

This weekend he was up here visiting the girls, of course he got super drunk, so I knew he wouldn't remember much, so I asked if he's seeing anyone, has met anyone, or has been in contact with anyone. He denied all of it. So I still don't have solid proof. But him changing all of his passwords and keeping his phone locked speaks volumes to me and I'm sick of trying. I'm sick of hoping and waiting. I'm just DONE. I'm giving up and considering this a loss for the team.

There are plenty of people who would know how to treat me and not see me as an enemy or a burden. The past 6 yrs of our marriage he's done nothing but kept me in the dark about his life, all secrets and lies that eventually come out to the open.

Today he told me never to contact him, until the day he dies. Unless it's about the kids or bills for the kids. I'm giving him his wish. He says I'm a nasty woman that will never change so F*ck him.

When a woman knows the real him and his ways she'll dump him on his ass and it'll be good for him because karma is a b*tch!