Nothing fits

[mishka422]

OT, expand on that. What am I supposed to report? Tell him I love him? Tell him I see us having a R but with no real commitment which leaves me completely insecure and like I'm walking a tightrope?

It just might be that I'm not capable of having any kind of a healthy R with anyone, not just Gabe. My learned responses are strong. Maybe they would be different without all that history but I'll never know.