I just have to keep concentrating on giving her space. She says that all she needs is space, that's it. That everything is fine but she just needs a break from the stress. She hasn't talked about S or D in 3 weeks - but i SUCK at giving her space.
She comes back friday from MIL. If I can just hold it together until then... ugh. This is really hard. I broke down last night when she was on the phone. This is just so freaking hard. I know I'm co-dependent now. Before I met her, I was greatly independent, dated lots of girls at the same time, could hang by myself and friends, etc. Now, after nearly 5 years of having my best friend as my W, and she isn't there, that's awful to swallow. But, space. Space. Space. Space.
----"Et tu, Brute?"---- me:28 W:24 S4 T:6 M:4 EA Exposed: 5/21/10 Bomb: 6/20/10 (Father's Day) NC w/ OM: 7/10/10 W moved out 8/21/10 http://bit.ly/aOrZne - My sitch