When she was asking what I meant by "trying," she threw out some questions. Separation where we date each other? Staying together with MC? She just doesn't want the status quo to persist, the status quo of the time before the Bomb.
She keeps telling you over and over what she wants.
What is it?
Once you "see" it then you have a shot. Become aware of how women speak. Questions are statements, statements are questions.
"Do you want to go out and eat tonite?" Meaning: "I don't want to cook and clean, let's eat out tonite."
"I am going to color my hair." "Do you like my hair the way it is?"
What is it she says is missing that she wants from you?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.