tired of this

[A_goodman]

Thanks LRT. I know you are right of course. I do feel victomized sometimes. I know that is a position of weakness. I never let her see it. And everytime I do feel it, it makes me mad until I take the reigns back on my emotions. That's why this site is so good. I have learned that sitting in camp wallowing is not strong. So I have been tunneling hard. Escapees are doers. I might be in camp, but I have decided to get out. That's my position of strength. Sometimess it still hacks me off though. However, eveytime I get angry it makes me dig harder.

Thanks for keeping me centered. I'll be patient. And I will survive.