Dangerous waters to keep chasing one whose not physically attracted. A surefire way to have your libido knocked down, and I wish I didn't know about it.
I'm actually finding that it's enhanced my drive. In fact, all I think about is having her...
It happened the same way to me. A supercharged drive and emotion going to her. After the continual rejection, delay, being told "no", "later", "not know"... It reduced a huge amount.
I know the fix is going to be someone who is saying "yes", with their body and energy - and to get it when I want. Someone who wants me to "take whats mine".
