She's been pretty clear that she's not attracted to me. I think that even with her letting me give her a massage (it was safe, kids in the room etc.) if I were to "take what is mine" would have disastrously backfired.
Seriously, I can count on one hand the times we've had any, ANY physical contact since Bomb day...
I'll take baby steps. I can be patient. Love is patient, love is kind...
