We've talked better in the last month than in many many years. We've been kinder, more considerate, more compassionate. She's afraid the attraction won't return.
But she let me give her a really good, full body massage. That must have been hard for her, she's said me touching her is like her brother touching her. And I'm sure that when she went to bed, she expected me to initiate sex. I didn't (though of course I wanted to) because I want to take it slow, baby steps.
I just can't be afraid anymore...Fear is the mindkiller.
