Yes, I am looking at new options for my life.
It would be easier if ex just moved on, but he still is quite angry at the fact that I divorced him because he was cheating. He stated that he really did not want the divorce, he just wanted the relationship with OW to play out.

I am just getting to the point where I don't know if ex is even attractive to me anymore. I am longing for a emotionally mature man.

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11