Well, I will start by saying I was prematurely optimistic when I wrote that Sat. night. I was correct about the weekend being awesome - it truly was! However, I discovered last night that H was not as affected by it all as I thought he'd been. It was truly sad - devastating in fact. I let my hopes and expectations rise greatly because of the positive things he said and the way he acted, just to be crushed by the reality that his commitment level had not changed at all. He is willing to "work on the R, but not the M" and I'm still not sure I understand that.
I will write a full report in a bit but I just wanted to put that out there. :-( Rough, rough night last night (but I recovered well, I believe.) Supposed to be in class right now but just couldn't get up and do it. I look and feel like hell.
