They say the tighter you grip something the more it wants to get out, when you loosen the grip it stops struggling.
Yep. It's like when you tell a child not to do something, they want to do it even more.
Friday noon I went to the courthouse to get copies of everything on my D file. Did happy hour with my co-worker. She asked about H and I told her we were separated. I have never told anyone at work that before. Baby steps.
I called him and he came over later, very late actually and I was half-asleep. He stayed over, wanted sex, didn't happen. Saturday morning he left & called later to see if he forgot something. I asked if he wanted to go to lunch and he said "No" that he'd made plans with his boss (who by the way he was out with the night before when he came over at 2 a.m.). Sunday he calls and says he has some of my mail, that he's renting a movie. Calls me again at 9ish to ask if I want to spend the night/watch said movie. I told him I was going to sleep after a long weekend of studying.
So that's that. This confuses me. He says he really really doesn't want a D but that we don't get along? Ugh. Advice, anyone? This is so convoluted. I haven't had sex with him since I got tested and was all clear. He has not been tested though I asked him to since he told me about the random chick.
