Well, I haven't posted for a while. I've been staying with Essie and working mainly trying to save a bit of money. I've had such a great time here. I've done a couple of day trips here and there but not much else. Everyone at work is really nice and it is great to do something so different to back home. Essie is awesome and has been so kind and we have had a really good time together.
I only have another 10 days here and then my best friend flies out here and we will have 10 days together. I cannot wait to see her as I will have been away 5 months at that point. It has gone so fast!
I'm still not divorced yet. I don't know what is going on, I'm going to ring my solicitor later today and find out. I got an email from h 10 days after my birthday saying he had sent my happy birthday text to my Thai phone and had only just realised. That was sweet of him and I sent him a brief email back just saying 'cheers' but to be honest, I have really made up my mind that I am stepping right, right back. His birthday passed in July and I decided not to acknowledge it. I need to detach myself compleatly now. My life is so different now and my old married one seems so distant that the divorce isn't really affecting me because I don't even feel married. I don't know if that makes sense. I just know that for me now, I can't carry on with the friendship thing. I will be friend-ly, but no active friendship on my part.
So my plans are to go to Darwin and see if I can pick up any work there. I think funds will be low by then so keep your fingers crossed for me
