You can't have everything, where would you put it?

[ClingingToHope]

Wii, it's a Celebrate Recovery program at my church. Several hundred churches around the country have it. On the first night, it had a check list for codependency.

Assume responsibility for other people's feelings and behaviors. CHECK

Have difficulty identifying what I'm feeling. CHECK

Afraid of being rejected by others. CHECK

Minimize, alter how I truly feel. CHECK

Am extremely loyal, staying in harmful situations too long. CHECK

Do not ask others to meet your needs or desires. CHECK

Compromise your own values and integrity to a avoid rejection or other's anger. CHECK

There were others that applied to me as well.

So I'm going to go on Fridays that I don't have the girls or plans to just listen.

Awest, I worked from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. Saturday and was really tired. But Sunday took the cake. I worked from 2 a.m. to 6:15 p.m.

Hey, I need the money. I have 22 paychecks until next summer. Yes, I'm already counting down.

Good development in that I've been getting more texts from the girls and responding back.

Nothing from STBXW this weekend and that's more than fine. I was talking to someone on Friday about what might happen if the fog lifted and --- I have no idea how that conversation would work.

Pain a lot less, but I was very busy.