My New LBS Reality

[irishblessings]

Today was a mixed bag of emotions. I worked around the house - ran the errands - cut the grass - all alone. As I was driving home from the grocery, I started sobbing again. When I was in the grocery, the song "Always and Forever" by Heatwave came on. It was the song that we danced to at our wedding. How sappy am I???

When I pull into the drive - there comes my son - just getting home from the park with his new pup. He sees me crying / goes and unlocks the door and when I walk in he opens his arms to hug me and lets me cry. How has this become my life? I will always wonder.H contacted S today around 4pm. I don't understand how he has gone from being a part of our every moment to these "pop ins".

I hope that I can begin to stop hurting and crying. I always feel so pathetic and lost when I do. I just want to heal!