I was starting to reflect but I won't even try because the server will give out and erase my post! I warned you guys that I'm in the anger stage.
Mr. A and I ML and then he asked for a back tickle - his favorite post-coitus ritual. I obliged. Then I told him that I needed a big hug and so we spooned and fell asleep that way. Looking back, it was really wonderful...
I tried to say a few things about my personal life and he was not rejoining - though he did laugh and appreciate my anecdotes.