I'm really trying to DB it's hard. And these darn pregnancy hormones make it harder on me. He said he HAS to file and divorce me' already so I can stop thinking things will be ok between us. He said close the door n give up. I will be here for my kids no matter what bc I left you not them. So that's why he's in such a rush to file. To prove things will never be ok between us ever again.

I don't know if there's anyone else or not.

I'm reading How to Improve Your Marriage Without Talking about It. And I ordered Divorce Busting. I've read DR.

I just feel like reading these books means to hang on when I honestly think there's no more hope for our family.

M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug