I tried, I changed, but still am getting divorced!

[newmama]

Whoa...had a disturbing dream...
1)I was back at school as MS. married last name and the kids and staff all came up to me "what happened? Mrs. B? Why are you divorced?"

2)I went to my dad's house and stbxh was there, dropping off S. I go upstairs and was bending over, cleaning something. I end up backing into him, while he is sitting and fall into his lap. stbxh starts brushing aside my hair and kissing me. He says he loves me and never stopped. He wants to "get it on." In my mind, I know it is because he doesn't want any other man to have me. Before I agree, I ask him how it's going with his girlfriend.

3)He says he can't change her...it's too hard, she is too much work, too demanding and he is getting tired. He also says she is bossy and the other day told him (on the phone) that he better hurry home in "5,4,3,2, 1!" He said "newmama, you were NEVER controlling or bossy to me!"

4)He said he really misses me and the first thing he wants to talk to me about is parenting....what it's like to be a parent to our son.

weird...I need to watch something on TV to feel better...