Thanks DLS.

And thank you Allen, I NEEDED that pick me up. BUT, I am going to have to wind down some of my intel operations though, as in 2 weeks I won't have access to certain things which could potentially be a problem if discovered later.

I don't know why, but this morning was hard for me. But it's time to get into my left brain, and while doing some housework, work on my DBing plan for the next 2 weeks.

I KNOW this may not SOUND like I am doing it for ME, but every now and then after hard work, training and preparation, YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY COMPETE. Now for me, it's game time, and time to put myself to the test.

It's time in the last 2 weeks to SHOW MYSELF (and if she notices, cool too) that I can handle all this and be OK with it.

She's already paid me for half of August, so she has a right to be here, for now. I can't control her, but I sure as Hell can act like a bulldog and bring all this new strength OUTWARD.

This is now not the time to hold back on truth darts, and just DO WHAT IS RIGHT.

Any suggestions on what to do in these next 2 weeks are MORE THAN WELCOME.

And you know what the Navy SEALs say?

"THE ONLY EASY DAY WAS YESTERDAY"


Me - 32
Her -30
Married - 7 Years
Together - 9 Years
No Kids
05/21 - Bomb
6/8 - Exposed
7/9 - Re-Exposed
06/11 - She Filed