On the first page of your thread I gave you some links, that was back in March. Since that time I have given some others more links and I thought maybe I should give them to you. You are going to have to go back to the start of this journey and start over. I know that this sounds painful but it is what you must do. Whether it is going to be with your husband or not YOU must pull your self up off the floor and start to move forward again.
