How To Tell The Kids

[A_goodman]

Dan,

I think letting it out is actually part of dropping the rope. Everytime the emotions overwhelm me (and brother you know they do), afterwards, I'm a little stronger. It's like puking poison out of your body. It sucks when it's happenning, but each time you get more of it out and the episodes get farther apart. Eventually, you get enough out that your body doesn't need to vomit anymore. It's healthy and neccesary. He'll, there's been nights where I put my finger down my throat just so I could start feeling better.

Gross? Maybe. But we've all been there. This is not appreciably different.

The scary thing is when you start to feel indifferent about the rope.