After this, it's straight to D. Even I am running out of options. I am not seeing anything "working". A little "hope" would keep me going. All I get is nothing. Or worse.
Listen man.
D is up to YOU.
Hope is up to YOU.
Everything is up to YOU.
You control this mf@cker...
You are only a victim of someone's bad behavior
IF
You believe it to be true.
What do your vows mean to YOU?
What does your M mean to YOU?
F@ck her for now...
There is a greater thing to understand here my friend.
My vows and marriage I take seriously. I don't quit on things or people. I also don't take kindly to failure. Again, had I done something sooner. As always, the self-loathing gun is pointed at me.
So you are telling me I'm feeling "victimized"? What else should I call it? Seriously, I need your perspective. A poor judge of character?
And PLEASE tell me what the greater thing is here? I need something to make me understand.
