I crashed pretty quickly off that cloud when things got more intense with Mr. A and me as the supposed finalization approached.
I need to take a break from this for the rest of the night and then I'll write more about it tomorrow. I just got off the phone with my dad, who completely derailed me. I am SO SICK of all the bullshit that comes with real life. I'm enjoying my checkout time right now but I'm not thrilled about "reentering" on Monday. My father gave me a strong taste of that tonight. Grrrr.
Meantime, I won't keep you in suspense - things did NOT work out with Slowburn. Not even for a date. Ugh! I don't wanna be in this spot. Just laying low and recharging is crucial right now. I know you guys understand better than anyone.
