Wow, it's so crazy how this works. I think I'm FINALLY entering the anger stage. I mean, I've been mad at XH on and off this whole time, but now I'm like mad at the world. I'm just in a totally schitti (is that proper Italian ) mood.
So in an attempt to reflect, I guess I'll share a little bit more about my interest in golf and, by way of that, a little more about me and Mr. A.
Mr. A and I were having problems when he left, but he left without warning. I was totally blindsided. Up to pretty much the day he left, we were making plans for the near future and the long term. AND - I was unwittingly DB'ing (but also pursuing) and he assured me that "we" were fine. With all of that, it was REALLY hard for me to believe that he wasn't coming back...
Reminder: he left on 4/2/09. So one of our plans (that we were talking about just days before) was to take golf lessons over the summer (of '09). I have never played a sport in my life and Mr. A is naturally athletic and good at all sports. Golf was my idea and he was really excited that I actually wanted to do something physically active. We'd been talking about it for probably a couple of years, but it just hadn't materialized.
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