Boy, do I like the way you sound in that post!!! Remember long ago we all encouraged the face time--you SO need it. But it just wasn't time yet, and we saw that too.
You have done a lot of work--looking inward at your own "stuff". Looking outward and become who you WANT to be!!! All fun in the end, right?!? Not wasting time on "revenge stuff". Just YOU being the best YOU can be!
being me, put a smile on my face. i feel alive again. and people are drawn to me now. i said that i am so used to bringing out the best in others - which is why people seek me out for mentoring. when i was down on my luck, others have come to help bring out the best in me. do you believe in karma? i do now.
This is my favorite part. You feel ALIVE again! People are drawn to you--I KNOW!! Isn't it great?! You are being authentic and real and it's ATTRACTIVE!
IF you had been pursuing and going nuts trying to speak with him and he out and out, over and over again rejected you, we'd be much more inclined to have you drop the rope.
That's not YOUR sitch. You have never been like that. You reject who rejects you and you do it MORE.lol. I can relate--but now I am not above the occasional begging.lol. Makes em feel special.lol.
OK, now that you have come so far this way, it is time to think about validating. And all the things that a man loves--looking directly in their eyes, wearing something cute.lol, and being sweet and friendly and NO LOOKS.lol.
You need some truth darts, and some scripts and....so little time, so much to do!!
But I have a ton more confidence after that last post--FORREST!! Look!!!