I haven't posted in a bit, but I went for very minor surgery for a sports injury, and XH came and stayed with us for a couple of weeks to look after the kids while I healed (his choice to do so)... and it was very helpful, and I got to wishing again...
BUT NOW HE LEFT AGAIN!
He ran.
Actually, first he got in an accident totalling his car, then he ran out on me when there was a flood and water damage downstairs and I had to deal with the repairs and contractors and kids, t
hen he came back this weekend and was getting mean... like he told me about a party he got invited to and I asked if he was inviting me and he said "why would he do that?" -- these were people I know and like!
then I asked "what's going on" and why did he keep asking to reconcile with one foot in and one foot out, and he said he can't trust me to it going back to the way it was,
and he wants me to "trust him" with the plans going forward but he still wont' live with us,
then he drove away, angry, and gave me the "finger" and LEFT.
