Honey, you need to stop worrying about your h and how he is going to feel if you get angry.

You need to start worrying about rlay. Whatever happens, however it plays out, I want you to come from a place of strength.

And part of the way to do that is to let yourself feel what you feel. Anger is part of the process. When you embrace it, feel it, thats when it begins to wash over you and then you can let it go.

But you cant go around this. The only way is through it. And thats when you come out the other side a strong, confident rlay.

Good for you on your interactions with h. Be cordial, polite. Think of him right now as the mailman or the neighbor up the street.

It's your time now, rlay. Its about freakin' time.