BG,

I have understood your frustration and I'm sure your mom understand that you are lashing out at her due to your circumstances.

I'm happy tohear you have a support system, I wish I had one but with both parents dead makes it a little difficult.

There are times when i feel i do not get a free moment, honnestly i don't, with 2 kids under 3, they eat, sleep, potty, shower, we do everything together.

keep trying each day, maybe plan an outing for you during the day if possible so you hav eless stress when kidos does not have to go to bed. In the past i also had to wait long after d was asleep to escape, well that was prior to my s.

when i start feeling like a prisoner with no car no phone i take the kids in our jogger and get out even if it's 110 degrees.

it's ok to not want to be with your d every single second of the day/night


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline