So, an update. Turned D over to W. She had "somewhere to be" so I met her in town. I 'accidentally' offered a place near where she's staying. She said "Great. Thanks." (She has no idea I know what I do regarding where she is staying)
It really irks me that she can be so F'ing happy. And I have trouble EVERY TIME staying upbeat. I just go neutral. I did make a point of giving her the D details (she rides a tricycle now; blows bubbles in pools; likes to jump in and do waterslides) Then I walked to my car and she just kept talking about "stuff"
I saw some of OM's tools in her truck and some kitten food (so they bought a kitten together? WTF?!)
She apparently slept in our house at least once. Bed was "one person slept in" and she didn't open her mail or anything. Weird. No naked sweaty stuff or the "slight dust of cayenne" would have kicked in. (yes, I can be an A-hole)
I expected some more laundry gone or something. I understand why she doesn't want to be here. ME and the visual triggers of "us".
And she didn't look particularly good. Getting too thin now.
And for some reason I got a feeling in my gut that they will get their own little place soon. Don't know why but it popped in my head. Gotta get the GPS back in the truck. Toying with eBlaster but they don't have to do anything secret so I doubt she uses the laptop much. And I'm not sure I'd want to see whatever she does use it for? Am I being chickenshlt? SHould I do it anyway?
I did get the Dobson book. The Campbell book needs to be ordered in.
Thanks everyone.
I'm hoping to have some fun this weekend. Every time I have to see her it brings me down.
