Hi Four,
Gosh I'm so sorry to hear what you're up against, and how sad you sound. It's frustrating isn't it, how many years it takes to even get to where you know what you want, or see what's lacking, so that you can even ask for or initiate it. I wish I could respond more, but I'm really lacking in privacy right now so have to go. I'll be back soon. Hang in there. Don't give up yet!


I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.