oh just found out h is trying to rent a place with his mom and dad, what they had planned all along. his mother watned this all along that's why she would always say to h, jstar will never change and her son was just angelic.
more and more of his money is given to his parents so they can gamble be illegal etc.
found out i can't file any paperwork till after our concillitation appt. i think i'm just going to not go then be free to file.
i've been nothing but upset since he's getting a place with his parents, its an action that demonstrates no reconcilliation for us.
i have a d18, when i was married to her father we had a huge cusotdy battle, i lost he won, daugther moved out of state and never felt like her mother never close to her. she calls her step mom her parent, close with them and i'm the white trash that gave birth to her.
i told swore to h i will never ever do division of children, it kills me. i fought thru complicated pregnancies to have these 2 children, injections trying to keep them alive and now they can have another whore in thier lives raising them, sitting down 2 dinner.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
