I find myself unable to let my mind go on this stuff. Its ironically the same lack of concentration I always had when ever she was shagging her boyfriend...only instead of an hour or two now its 24/7. Id kill to be able to just let my mind have some peace for a while..
Azrob, know that that is VERY normal. Taking the advice you're being given here is WAY easier than done. In the beginning what people are telling you just sound like words, things that are very hard to put into action when you compare it to your feelings. One day you will look back on this thread and it will make so much sense. Trust me. But what you are feeling, the confusion, the draining exhaustion, paranoia, heartache... totally normal.
Originally Posted By: azrob
It is hard without question, but I dont want you guys (and gals) to think IM just coming here and ignoring you. Im not.
Understood. Though... the sooner you can follow the advice, the better. ((((Azrob))))
