Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

[LSG]

Journaling (July 30, 2010):

Wife went out for some get together last night, July 29, 2010.

I went to bed at 10:30 pm and she came home sometime after that. She has some going away party tonight she says, and she will home late again. This is the third Friday in a row to be gone. She did ask "How are you" last night for the first time in months. She also apologized for being gone to tonight and almost bumping into me today. Her attitude is more soft lately. I am not sure if it is a good sign or not. She is calling the kids more, and she wants to attend something with me this Sunday. I do not know if she is doing this for the divorce or not just to look good. That is what I feel at the moment.

She is gone more and more.

I felt sick to my stomach today from everything. I feel that I have been more stressed the last two day.