I have my mother near by only. I'm afraid of post partum depression this time. I usually don't want to bother with anyone or anything now bc I know he's out looking to move on with someone new. I just have been keeping to myself not even talking much bc all of this is hurting way too much like it's the first I've heard of it from him. It was different when we were still in the same home. This is new and I hate it. I just wanted the family life I didn't grow up with. And neither did he.
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug
