The pregnancy makes it harder. He hasn't gone to any doc appt and doesn't plan to. I find out the sex on Tuesday and I'll be finding out with just my 2 D's. The hormones don't help with detaching. I find it harder now. And as each milestone takes place I can't even really share it with him. It's like my daughters are the dad.

He thinks I didn't abort it to try to trap him. To make him come back. But that's not why. It's my baby.


M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug